(Eddie sulks a little at her advice. Not because it was bad advice, but because he very much was perceiving it with the childish mentality of 'but they did something wrong to ME, why should I have to talk to them first?'
The reason he doesn't verbally disagree though is because a large part of him didn't want to disagree. A large part of him wanted to fix things with all of his friends.)
What if we never go back to how we were though? They're...really special to me, Rogue. I think that's the worst part of this. I don't ...It really fucking sucks what they did to me, what happens, but I've hated not having them more than any of that. I hate feeling like I've been blindsided by the one thing I've always felt confident about.
And I don't feel confident about anything else, Rogue. It's always been them.
(His friends. They had been his roots of sanity since he was just a young boy.)
My mom was always going on about how awful they were, and now all I can hear is her telling me she was right.
(He means that pretty literally, but doesn't say as much.)
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Date: 2017-12-30 05:30 pm (UTC)The reason he doesn't verbally disagree though is because a large part of him didn't want to disagree. A large part of him wanted to fix things with all of his friends.)
What if we never go back to how we were though? They're...really special to me, Rogue. I think that's the worst part of this. I don't ...It really fucking sucks what they did to me, what happens, but I've hated not having them more than any of that. I hate feeling like I've been blindsided by the one thing I've always felt confident about.
And I don't feel confident about anything else, Rogue. It's always been them.
(His friends. They had been his roots of sanity since he was just a young boy.)
My mom was always going on about how awful they were, and now all I can hear is her telling me she was right.
(He means that pretty literally, but doesn't say as much.)