I never got to know you much.

[Because she disappeared into Bobby. And Bobby disappeared into her. There was a bit of three-way friendship, but it didn't last long - he was attached to them after a brief while, a hanger-on. And the bitterness about that went in both directions.

But he can understand that feeling of something never being worth it. It would never be worth staying at the school when his two friends, one of them his best friend, couldn't even trust or listen to him anymore and they were all given no say in protecting their own lives. To her, it would never be worth holding onto a mutation that drove lovers away - that barely permitted them to be lovers. It's extremely strange to see her point of view, even if he still doesn't agree with giving up mutation altogether.]

I coulda told you he can be a selfish ass sometimes. People think I'm the big asshole but I'm just honest about it. [There you go, bottle back.] He tries to look perfect, so when he pulls shit on you it's like it comes outta nowhere. But you'll forgive him. Everyone always does.

[Even for all his shit talking, John's friends with Bobby again here. The asshole can't be hated.]